Wishing

I was told that life is hard
I really wished someone said some parts were easy.

I wish it was easy to go home
To smell your scent in my sheets
To remember your rentless nights
To feel your body on mine
To hug you
without turning to tears.

I wish it was easy to forget
the months, the years I spent
waiting to be yours
waiting to touch your lips
waiting to call you mine.

I wish it was easy to remember things about you
Like when you touch me
The way your always twenty Minutes early
The way you think of everything
The way you say if your head wasn't on I'd remember everything
How extremely quiet you get when your upset that its scary

I wish this was easy for both of us.
But you can't always have what you want in life
cause life is suppose to be hard
and pain demands to bbe felt.

I wish it was easy for me to accept that in a  of couple months you won't need me...

I'm just being foolish trying to fight.it.