Us...

The fact that we're not together anymore is really weird to me, its not necessarily weird but its really crazy. Not only do I feel insane and like I'm going out of my mind I also feel you going out of your mind
I can hear you screaming the minute you walk through the door and look at me,
I can hear you every time you get in bed, and I'm not here to climb into it with you.
I hear it every time you attempt to sleep,

I'm really sorry, I can tell you how sorry or am.
for all that I've done to you
for the fact that I ripped the carpet from right under you feet,
the fact that I took away everything you loved and cared about,
that I crashed your world
I'm really sorry...
although it'll never be enough I continue to say it
In hopes that one day it'll be enough
and you'll forgive me for what I've done.


Try not to forget that I loved you,
More than anyone and everything else in this world
My love for you wasn't surface,
it was deep
it was rooted,
I spend time in perfecting it
and over analyzing it
and imperfection it
because I love you
I love you so much

I'm here if you ever need someone
someone to scream at
someone to listen
someone to be upset with
someone to blame
someone to laugh with
someone to hold you as you cry

I'm sorry...
for everything
for hurting you
for everything I've done wrong
everything that you asked me not to do.